It seems that I didn't gain any weight since last year ~ I didn't lose any either.

But I think just because I controlled my weight, it doesn't mean my muscles and stuff stayed there. I feel "fatter" because of the lack of exercise.

Therefore ~ I want to try losing weight again. I remember how great it felt and how much of an ego boost I had when I went from 140 pounds to about 128 in 6 months.

I really want to get that feeling again. XD; I don't really care much about my friends telling me I'm skinny and whatnot. I personally feel a little disgusted with myself because I feel like a slob since I stopped running/volleyballing/working out. So. Let's see if I can get into this pretty little top by July, huh? C; (It's hanging on my door atm to motivate me every morning. XD!)

My dream weight would be 105 because I stand at 5'1". But I think I'll shoot for 115 for now because I don't think it's possible to lose 15-20 pounds in a few months unless I starve myself which I don't plan on doing. >:C

Though I do bet that it'll be much harder this time around because you burn less calories the lighter you are, right? x x;;;

Now I'll get back to that art project I procrastinated on -- again.